A message to my reason...

In regards to the last three years...

In a place so dark you helped me escape,

Away from the anxiety, the darkness, the pain,

Far from hunger, delirium and the rape,

No more bleeding from my heart's stain,

Or crying alone, going insane,

Just sticking with you, even if it involves tape,

knowing the new place we could always stay,

Almost a dream, but never fake,

where the fields never end, and the color never frays,

I can get my old life and stab it with a stake,
just knowing the way it's mind plays,
and just how every bit of it's wake was spent alone and lost,
now your here for me
no more heart frost,
I feel all the warmth and see,
And feel more energy,
I can fly and carry the weight of the world with ease,
but only with you can it be.

In the journalism room

*Yawns* today was so boring with the art project and the Social studies portion of the test. I read some of Interview with a vampire today, I'm only half-way done with it and I'm mad that Claudia offed Lestat.

New idea

I may be writing a story in my blog from now on.
I'm really planning something fantasy/romantic/dramatic but I have no idea of how to start so I may just end up starting later.

Past adventures...pt1 Mall adventure

Somewhere before Christmas my friends and I have arranged for a mall gathering. What a "mall gathering" is is a invitation for your friends to find you in the mall somewhere in a specific time frame. In other words you go to the mall and tell your friends you'll be there at__am/pm to __am/pm and they go at the same time but no meeting spot specified. The princess, my hunchan, and I ran into our dear friend Spencer(or as I jokingly call him at times; Spindle) in the science fiction section at Barnes and nobles. We would have ran into Smiffy and his dear friend Nina if we had set up a better schedule.

New years is coming up :3

Can't wait but Hunchan has gotten himself in trouble so I may not be able to see him. Have to take some pictures when it happens. After he gave back the camra, I lost the USB chord so now I need to find the chord so I can upload pictures I've taken for the posts. Not much is happening now other than my Kingdom hearts ubsession. I can't stop playing Kingdom hearts 365/2 days and now I'm stuck in Halloween town trying to beat the Leech grave. It's so hard to beat. I'm still trying to figure out what the keyblade symbols mean on the screen.

Happy Christmas(tales of a vacation)

The list of items that I have recieved(heightening the spoiled process):

-----Books-----
Royal blood by:Ellen Schrienber
(Vampire kisses 6)

Homecoming by:Tonya Hurley
(Ghost girl 2)

Pride and Prejudice and Zombies by:Jane Austen and Seth-Smith

Three cups of tea by: Greg Mortenson & David Oliver Relin
(my aunt met the author a while back)
---Manga---
Hot Gimmick by:Miki Aihara
(thanks Ericka XD)
---Journals/Planners---
Japanese art cover lined-three-ring journal

The Twilight saga journals(I hate how they have no lines)

Mini-white weekly planner

TokiDoki yearly-weekly 2010 planner

Hello kitty lined journal
--hygiene--
Axe Chocolate bodywash pack

Olay bodywash set

Equate toothbrush(gee, thanks santa )

Penguin-shaped glitter soap

---Technology/tech.supplies---
Nintendo DSi blue

kingdom hearts 365/2 days
(I just love it when Roxas and Axel share sea-salt ice cream>_<)

Hello kitty Dsi holder backpack:]

And as for the rest there are pictures or they are to mundane to mention >_<.

2 days after Christmas(3 technically)

Making sea-salt icecream due to my playing the Kingdom hearts 365/2 days game I've been playing for the last 3 days. Thats taking up most of my time. I haven't even frequeted my Gaia account for a time(which isn't like me).

[will post pic.s as soon as my hunchan gives me back my camra!]

Mall day with Maki

Went on my first official date with Hunchan!

^ Makichan going through my backpack at the starbucks table.^

We didn't want to do anything too extravagant for our 4th month anniversary(Aug 12 btw) so we decided on the mall food court. I had a great time walking around the stores. I almost make them put makeup on him XD. He really didn't want to go in Buckle but I love their clothes. Not as much as I like Old Navy. Sweet and plain(that way there's more accessorizing)
Me looking over at the long line at Starbucks(dont go to the mall near X-mas)VWe also got to drink Starbuck's holiday edition frappicino. I love the dark chocolate peppermint mocha. On a normal day I'd just get the caramel frap. but this time of the year, all kinds of holiday edition drinks come out(like cranberry soda or Mountain Dew with a touch of grapefruit).
Hunchan stuffing his face>_<(so cute!!!)V We ended up ordering Chinese. There were three Asian restaurants in the food court and we chose the crappiest one(no wonder there were no lines!).

vSesame chicken and ricev

Then we got on the elevator to go to Hot topic, the no longer scary place. I remember when I was little and my mom forced me in little flowery dresses and I'd look into Hot topic with fear and wonder always wishing she didn't call it the devil store and now it's a place for general pop reference. well he saw a storm trouper jacket(I hate Starwars). Am I the only one who likes Stargate Atlantis? Out of everyone at my school only one other person that I know of even remotely likes Stargate Atlantis and I'm obsessed(with the first 3 seasons). The newer episodes suck!
Anyway back on topic. THEY NEED STARGATE ATLANTIS T-SHIRTS AT HoTToPIC!!!
Yeah, I made him go into all of the as he called it "girlie-stores". Wish we had enough time there to try things on. I feel bad for some reason when trying on stuff at the mall and not buying anything. Maybe it's the way the sells clerk looks so happy they got you 1/3rd of the buying process down. My tummy turns more though when the up-sellers tell you they like what your wearing and play your friend. I mean yes, they are doing their job but picking/mocking my social circle...no thanks.
I wanted The universe in a nutshell by Stephen Hawking!!! We passed it in the book store three times. Of course Exile by R.A. Salvatore was looking good right then too. He had to see the DND stuff. I need the dummies guide. I also wanted the Japanese to English dictionary but I'm taking a Spanish class now.
On the way out in Macy's, we saw a display for juicy couture. It was outlandishly amazing.

Thanksgiving break is almost over

*Yawn* I really don't want to go back to school considering the really lame literature poet project we have to work on. I wish I didn't get Henry Longfellow. His life is so boring. I was so infuriated when this really preppy girl said,"Aww Edgar Allen Poe is so depressing!". I wouldn't be complaining at all if I could write about him.

The other day I when to Burger king and got all New Mooned up. i had the cup, the six pack, the coupon offers, the crown and I was wearing the Twilight villan shirt. I felt ubsessed. I am quite a fangirl when I can be(like for Gilbert from Pandora hearts).

I was practicing my Magic th gathering skills by playing myself the other day.

I made some Basil chicken noodle soup to go with playing(just added Basil leaves to the soup).

My Hunchan

Going to school tommorow

Hopefully I pass that test for Mr.Baker. American government is not one of my strong points. I remember being in the kitchen with my mom's boyfriend one evening and he looked at my report card and asked me why I was failing. I told him it was hard for me and with his ex-military self he asked why I didn't know something about my own country. I then proceeded to explain my unpatriotic feelings and how I didn't much like it here in America anyway. He then got offended (like he usually does, quite frequently for the most ridiculous reasons) and then he asked me why I'm still here. Really now? Should I honestly get into not having a passport or how I'm not made of money? Yeah, I'm one of those stereotypical kids that loves manga/anime and also would love to live/visit Japan. Even though Japan has several flaws. Such as the areas warning females of ongoing perverts, the certain districts where you could be raped or killed in broad daylight and there's nothing you can do about it and the places gaijin like me can't visit just because we're not Japanese. Of course every place in this world has it's setbacks.

So I've created my own white legwarmers out of shirt sleeves.

I even corseted a black ribbon through one side. I'm going to wear it with a black dress.

I'll post pictures soon.

Christmas is coming up

I have one question about x-mas this year, where did Thanksgiving go?

It's like the Turkey holiday has disappeared behind the commercialism.

It makes me think that mabey they don't know how to suck enough money out of Turkey day for it to be commercialized. All anyone seems to care about anymore is Halloween(my personal fav.) and Christmas. This leads me to believe that we're all greedy bastards and mabey they'res nothing anyone can do to change that.